A New Level of Detachment

When I first started the ascension journey, detachment seemed near impossible. My mind, body and temperament reacted to almost everything and everyone around me. These reactions dictated the outcomes in my life as well as locked me in torturous cycles that would repeat constantly. As my journey took off and my third eye began to open, feeding me new concepts and understanding of the world around me; my level of attachment started to diminish.

When it came to manifestation and my desires it was the same story. If I had a strong desire for something to come into my life or a particular outcome, I would get the opposite result because I could not remain detached. Of course this is a big no-no when it comes to manifestation.

Since the spring solstice of 2009 my level of detachment has drastically escalated, reaching a point of caring little about anything. Normally this would sound like a state of depression, but in this case it seems more like a polarization towards the positive. In most cases I remain in a neutral state where the energy within feels positively charged, but without emotion.

It is quite difficult to put into words as it’s something I had not felt in the past. I have reached a stage where emotion only exists in one direction unless purposely conjured. Attachments to family members and the outcomes in their lives have disappeared entirely, leaving me feeling quite strange in family gatherings. If anything I find myself pondering the point of the relationships all together as we seem to be on two different planes of existence.

The term ‘Love’ has taken on a whole new meaning as well. It is no longer an emotion based on ideals and belief systems, but seems to exist on its own and flows through me instead of based on that of judgement. Speaking of which, I don’t seem to catch myself judging others very much, but instead see their thoughts and actions from an observatory role.

I do find this makes it quite difficult to have any particular interest in participating in the earth’s current society structures and ways of interacting. But when I do interact with others and the world around me, I find that my energy tends to escalate into areas of love, laughter and bliss, no matter what seems to be taking place with those around me.

I am curious to know if others have reached this level of detachment and what their experiences have been. Do you find it easier to manifest? Does the world around you seem more synchronized?

The Magnificent Properties of Water

Since I’ve started my ascension it has come to my attention that there is a strong connection between water and consciousness. Not only is the earth composed of approximately 70% water, but so is the human body. During my research I came across an interesting scientific study that proves that water is highly reactive to thought, specifically intent. It seems that the molecular structure of water takes on the negative or positive vibratory state intended towards it and holds this pattern. When water of a low vibratory state or of negative intent is frozen in to crystal form, it produces a chaotic structure with no geometric shapes or patterns. On the other hand, water with a high vibratory state or positive intent has a much different crystal form, one of patterned geometric shapes creating intricate symmetry, such as that of a snowflake.

I found this information to be particularly interesting and useful when it comes to the ascension path. The ascension process itself seems to be a constant clearing of negative thought patterns as well as a constant emotional detachment from the expected outcome of our intent. Imagine what influence this has on our own internal water patterns as well as any water we come in contact with or drink. Think of the structure of our fruits and vegetables as we ingest them into our systems. With water being the foundation of all life on the planet, this begins to paint a much larger picture, doesn’t it? Prayer and blessing of water before drinking it makes sense in a whole new way.

The magnificent properties of water are baffling and the information continues to grow, from the substance transcending time and space to it being simultaneously connected to the conscious output of the sun. Although this seems to generate more questions, I had the chance to experiment with this information, with results that you might find particularly interesting.

I recently started to come down with a cold. It was coming on quite strong with shivers all over my body, low energy, dizziness and pressure build up in my head and sinuses. Something was definitely attacking my body and my immune system could not keep up. For some reason I was reminded of the properties of water during this time so I decided to run an experiment. I took a normal glass of water and attached regular stereo ear buds to each side of the glass, facing inwards. It was my understanding that all it took to change the properties of water was intent and something of high positive vibration, either thought or music. With this in mind I decided to play a series of Mozart and Beethoven symphonies, which are considered to hold the highest harmonic frequency of all music. The intent was to electrify the water to a highly positive vibration and then to ingest it, in attempt to purify the water in my own body.

The results were astounding. My symptoms disappeared soon after I drank the water, relieving me of the cold shivers, dizziness and low energy. The sinus build up was considerably reduced and was gone by the next day. Needless to say I felt completely revitalized. Trying to keep an objective perspective, I’ve left room for the placebo effect, but even at that it would still be related to my belief system, intent and the effect it had on my illness.

I’m quite curious if anyone else has experimented with water and had similar effects? Is it possible that practicing such methods either by thought, music or written word could assist with ascension symptoms and thought patterns? Is the water that we currently drink of low vibration and should be infused with intent before drinking? If this is the case, has our drinking water lost all energetic properties, much like the food that we grow? Food for thought anyway… or shall I say drink for thought.

My Spiritual Awakening

Hi, I'm Derek

About four years ago my life began to change in ways that I couldn’t have ever predicted. I never considered myself a spiritual person, nor did I believe in God like most do. I neither hated life, nor loved it to its fullest, but seemed to possess wondrous knowledge of what life should be. This knowledge was a result of digging myself out of the post traumatic stress due to an abusive childhood. I had aspirations to be a screenwriter and filmmaker, but they were constantly extinguished by the negativity of my parents and the self-esteem they past on to me. This came to bother me so much that I began to search inside for the roots of my deepest emotions.

I dug through my memories searching for answers, which caused me to be angry and resentful, as I went through each meaningful memory a puzzle formed. Each memory that was associated with anger or any other emotion for that matter, held the secret of why I am the way I am. Each year of my life held major experiences that dictated who I was in the present, which caused some qualities I was and I wasn’t proud of; a temper, stress, anxiety, hatred, indifference, poor self-esteem and a huge heart, empathy, sense of humor, generosity, humbleness, politeness, a type of spiritual psychology; good thing the positive outweighed the negative. As you can see I was confused, but as this puzzle was pieced together I gained a broad perspective of both good and bad.

Question after question, I prodded my mind on how I was oblivious that these things were still affecting me from my childhood, even though I was relatively happy. It seemed that the same problems I was facing as a child, where being mirrored into my current reality; something I came to know as a curse. I didn’t want to be that person, nor did I want to relive the same story over and over; bad relationships, money troubles, depression, isolation, self-esteem issues, the works.

Poof! My life soon mirrored my need to escape, as I made major decisions to move across the country to Vancouver, BC. I was determined to follow my heart, my passion for writing and my new perspective on how/why this psychosis is affecting us all, from the depths of depression to tip of bliss. (For anyone that thinks moving away is a the answer to get away from their problems… Wrong Answer!) I felt free and was on my way to prosperity, but things that surrounded me quickly followed the traditions of home. I wanted the answers, I needed the answers.

After struggling to find a job, I removed myself from society as much as possible without going poor. My screenplays were put on the backburner and my free time focused on knowledge and inner refection. I taught myself meditation and looked deeper for truths, when traditional knowledge shed little light. The answers began to barrel into my mind as insights and epiphanies.

Previous inklings about everything being energy became truths and my outer reality started to shine with a new perception. Huge realizations took place and I found myself knowing exactly how I got where I stood. I understood how my thoughts and emotions had created everything in my life based on my past. I now knew how I could create my future from that moment forward, without influence of the past. Energy was everything!

I opened my heart beyond myself to others around me and energy took a whole new meaning. I could see this working through everyone all the time. It was in everything and anything. Enormous insights into humanity unfolded in front of me as my awareness grew heights. I can now see the dynamics of how this energy flows and how we interact with it. My mind took new order and new perception mirrored around me, soon I understood the minds of some of our most influential philosophers and leaders in history.

Today I sit here writing my first blog, understanding meanings that people have searched lifetimes for. Now I see with different eyes and feel with different senses. I have great control of my mind, except for the odd unavoidable confrontation. I created my day and request my lessons, which I have come to experience answers in three different forms. My curse has spun one hundred and eighty degrees, becoming my passion and purpose. Not only do I believe in God, but I interact and learn from God regularly. Screech! I imagine that’s where your mind just slammed on the breaks “Did he just say he can talk to God?”

Yep that’s right, I said it – well in a way… Also with these lessons I learn, I gain or experience metaphysical abilities. I now live in a world where I understand more and more as transition into higher realms of consciousness. Society has taken on a whole new meaning, which sometimes scares me, but for once I understand it and what is happening to our world; from the atomically small to the universally large. What is above is below.

Is Spiritual Awakening an understatement or have others had this happen to them? To look and talk to me I would appear friendly, fun, adventurous and kind… I would actually be considered to be a well rounded person and far from crazy, so I’ve ruled that out. I am looking for feedback, even if you feel the need to outline how ridiculous it sounds as people tend to do when it conflicts with their understanding or beliefs. I am hoping for some interesting comments and posts to my entries about my awakening insights.

D