When I first started the ascension journey, detachment seemed near impossible. My mind, body and temperament reacted to almost everything and everyone around me. These reactions dictated the outcomes in my life as well as locked me in torturous cycles that would repeat constantly. As my journey took off and my third eye began to open, feeding me new concepts and understanding of the world around me; my level of attachment started to diminish.
When it came to manifestation and my desires it was the same story. If I had a strong desire for something to come into my life or a particular outcome, I would get the opposite result because I could not remain detached. Of course this is a big no-no when it comes to manifestation.
Since the spring solstice of 2009 my level of detachment has drastically escalated, reaching a point of caring little about anything. Normally this would sound like a state of depression, but in this case it seems more like a polarization towards the positive. In most cases I remain in a neutral state where the energy within feels positively charged, but without emotion.
It is quite difficult to put into words as it’s something I had not felt in the past. I have reached a stage where emotion only exists in one direction unless purposely conjured. Attachments to family members and the outcomes in their lives have disappeared entirely, leaving me feeling quite strange in family gatherings. If anything I find myself pondering the point of the relationships all together as we seem to be on two different planes of existence.
The term ‘Love’ has taken on a whole new meaning as well. It is no longer an emotion based on ideals and belief systems, but seems to exist on its own and flows through me instead of based on that of judgement. Speaking of which, I don’t seem to catch myself judging others very much, but instead see their thoughts and actions from an observatory role.
I do find this makes it quite difficult to have any particular interest in participating in the earth’s current society structures and ways of interacting. But when I do interact with others and the world around me, I find that my energy tends to escalate into areas of love, laughter and bliss, no matter what seems to be taking place with those around me.
I am curious to know if others have reached this level of detachment and what their experiences have been. Do you find it easier to manifest? Does the world around you seem more synchronized?
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